4.12.08
An Empty Canvas
I gazed @ an Empty Canvas that spilled;
Intuition from my Heart
I wanted to fill the colors of my Life,
but couldn't explain the Path.
Commanded to Solution,
After contemplating a span of my Past,
I experienced the damned Life;
and came to know the Reality -
There is nothing more than just
Blank as an Empty Canvas...
Suddenly I grew up with a thought about
The Existence that this Canvas had and that
A person can sketch anything on it -
never thinking about what that Canvas Wants.
Does it want to contemplate as they Want?
No, nobody Cares for that;
The only thing they Care about,
is their Own Fake Emotions.
I started feeling downhearted
for the poor Empty Canvas -
as poor as me.
Just with distinction that;
Poor Canvas can't verbalize which I can do,
but remain incapable to vocalize Emotions...
And so with Empty Determination,
My Life stays as Blank
as this Empty Canvas.
---KHUSHI
9.11.08
Love Letter....
Hi, I love you. I miss you. You Don’t know How much i love you. Hows my time going here. I love you from my heart I will make you happy. All the day whenever you are with me. I likeyour smile, your hair, your eyes, your nature, your talking style, your sense of humour, your maturity. I love all your things which ever you are doing with me. The most I like is ur smile and hair. I cant live without you. I am very serious for you. You don’t know how much I love you. Just look into my eyes, you never observe that whenever you are with me, you don’t know you have any problem or not. I am trying to make you happy whole day and forget your problem. Ya I know you don’t like me, you don’t trust me. But I am very carefull person. When we apart then you will realize my value. I am always very carefull about you. I remember all your memory, which you have shared with me. I know you have many problem. You know the 2nd name of life is “problem”. You always have to get new thing, learn new way to live yourlife from bad/good experience which is done in your past. Apart from all this things I want to marry you, but I am affraid to talk with you an this issue I have been never disturb and never break anybody heart or his/her feeling. I am always try to share my enjoyment with my friend. I am always compromise for all but never expect from anybody. I will give you the happy life. I am always hold your hand, support you, hug you, love you, miss you, in bad and good times. Now I am trying to make myself as your one of the best friend but you are not understand me and my feeling and my emotions which are only for you. I will never change my dicision any more. I will wait for you. I am ready to accept you, take you on lifetime journey and I will make sure that you will be happy with me. You are always think from your heart, which is good. I like it, you are always right, your alway share all your private life with me. But u know I don’t know where should I make mistake. Why I don’t think about me? Am I a bad boy? Am I not trusty? You can trust me. I never think bad things about you. I want you to be always happy, always smiling on your face. I will take all your worries, I will take all your problems. I am trying to share some serious thing with you but I don’t know why god is angry on me. I believe in destine, it is predecided by god. So I think god want to be us as settle very soon. Once again I am very serious about me. You just give me time. Trust me. I am not the person what you think. I will change for you. Just tell me one time that I trust you, I love you. Every seconds, mins, hrs, and days I miss you, I love you. I am thinking about you. Why you don’t think about me. I just want to listen your voice when you are with me. I am waiting for your smile, your voice, your eyes, your lips. I love you more than you and more than me. I am always pray for you that god gives her each and every enjoy of her life. Plz give her good times. Never gives her bad time. I want her to be smiling whole day. What am I say more? Try to understand me that’s all my love….